If I'll ever have a boyfriend.
If I'll ever really know what it's like to cuddle.
If I'll ever get to my goal weight.
If I'm ever make real friends, not just computer ones.
If I'll be "acceptable" once I lose a certain amount of weight.
If people I know now will treat me differently once they deem me attractive.
If I'll ever get to see the world.
If I have the courage to really fight to the end.
If I'll ever feel sexy.
If there's someone who actually has me on their mind right now.
If crying as often as I do is normal.
If God really exists.
If I'll hurt my family by leaving them behind.
If I should have chosen a different major in college.
If I'll stop fearing rejection.
If I'll waste my life living in a box because i never did stop fearing rejection.
If my life adds value to the world.
If I'll ever talk to my Chris again.
If I'll stop living inside my head.
If this is just a phase.
If there are millions of people who feel as alone as I do.
If there's anyone reading this.
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